World AIDS Day

Dec 1st is World AIDS day. Bristol-Myers is donating a dollar to AIDS research every time someone goes to the website and moves the match to the candle and lights it. Please forward this to your friends. Do a good deed and light this candle: https://www.lighttounite.org/Please cross-post in your journals!Thank you!

Touched by an Angel

So, I comehome from getting sick while out running errands today and feeling really crappy. My diabetic meds do that to me.But much to my surprise, I open my email and I have a truly touching gift! Someone purchased 6 months of extra user pics for my LJ. I cried. It touched my heart so much that someone I have never met would do something so terribly sweet for me!Hehe, I'm still crying.My friend, you are such a sweetheart.Thank you so very much!Truly, I am touched......... by an Angel :)

Happy Birthday, silversun23

May your birthday be as beautiful as you are! Happybirthday, honey!*kiss*

Cleaned House

I put up a notice about 5 days ago, that if you wanted to remain on my LJ, to comment and let me know. Otherwise, I was *cleaning house*. So, if you find that you are no longer getting my posts, there's a reason why :)Thank you to those who responded. *kiss* You're all still here with me :)

Lewd Behavior?!?!? Moi?!? They must have me sadly mistaken..... ;)

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Fucktard Alert

black_kid_atl2005: my mom hate when white women like u fart by her and said she wud hit them if they did. Wat wud u do to her if she hit u for farting?gemma: I'm sorry?black_kid_atl2005: mmm, its roleplayblack_kid_atl2005: ur prob stronger and smarter than she isblack_kid_atl2005: wud u walk up to her in a store and fart in front of her face just to insult her?black_kid_atl2005: that wud be hotgemma: I'm sorry, but do you know how to spell correctly?black_kid_atl2005: yesblack_kid_atl2005: sorrryblack_kid_atl2005: its the internet and people type shorthandblack_kid_atl2005: would you walk up to her in a store and fart in front of her face just to insult her?black_kid_atl2005: that would be hotgemma: do you always have too much time on your hands?

Whaaaaaaaaaa lemme call the whambulance

I've popped some popcorn, because the *show* just keeps on getting better and better.Oh whoas me..... poor pitiful me....... everyone feel sorry for me because I can't take responsibility for my own mistakes, so I have to blame someone else for them.*shakes her head, laughing*pffffffffffffffftI'm not wasting my time or trouble by commenting any longer. She's so not worth it

SO TRUE!

You Were a ParrotYou are a master of language, and you use your wit to mock and tease others.But you are also wise, and you often think carefully before you speak.What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Ha - so true!

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Very Proud Mother

My youngest son called me Saturday and gave me the most awesome news! He's 23 now, and had dropped out of school in the first quarter of the 9th grade. Yes, he's been a troublesome child, but within the last year, he has really turned around. Saturday, he called......... He received his High School Diploma in the mail. I'm so very proud of him! He finally took his GED test and passed! It's the best news I've received in such a very long time! My heart is filled with much warmth and happiness, knowing that he is finally getting his act together. I'm one proud Mama!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LINDSEY!

I love you with all my heart and miss you already!

What kind of soul are *you*?

You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker SoulWhat Kind of Soul Are You?

Latest Fucktard Report

pabadboy29: hiya sexy pabadboy29: 34 m with camgemma: So, tell me. Are you naked?pabadboy29: nopabadboy29: is that what u wantgemma: Nopabadboy29: i'm notpabadboy29: u like?gemma: So, why don't you have a pic on your profile? If you'll go on cam, then why not put a pic on your profile?gemma: You're a handsome man. Do I like? I don't know. I don't know you well enough to make that judgement call pabadboy29: do u have cam toogemma: Well yes, I do, but I am so not going on cam. I'm already in my jammies and ready for bed gemma: You never did answer me pabadboy29: ok maybe another timegemma: So you're done talking?pabadboy29: nopabadboy29: care to add me to ur listgemma: Oh, I thought you were saying goodbye.....gemma: Well, we'll see I like to get to know someone first. Tell me something about yourself, pleasepabadboy29: what would u like to knowgemma: Married?pabadboy29: yespabadboy29: ugemma: No, very happily divorced.pabadboy29: is it a problem me being marriedgemma: Well, not if we are merely going to be *friends*, no. Anything else, won't happen pabadboy29: how about flirtin on heregemma: Why should I flirt with a married man? pabadboy29: do be naughtygemma: Why? So you can have something to jack off to?gemma: How old are you?pabadboy29: 34pabadboy29: ugemma: 46gemma: How long have you been married?pabadboy29: u look much youngerpabadboy29: 2 earspabadboy29: yearsgemma: Awww shucks, thank you pabadboy29: would u like to see me jerk offpabadboy29: YWgemma: So, if you've only been married for 2 years, then why are you already looking outside of your marriage? Can I ask what the major malfunction is? Are you lonely? Does your wife not talk to you? Or do you just enjoy strange?pabadboy29: just like to flirt and playpabadboy29: do not cheat just ply heregemma: So why doesn't your wife play with you?pabadboy29: she's a prudegemma: Did you know that before you married her?pabadboy29: yeahpabadboy29: but i'm abad boypabadboy29: i'm horny all the timegemma: Ok, I don't get it then. If you knew you were a bad boy, and you're horny all the time, then why did you marry a prude? Now how much sense does that make?pabadboy29: i don't knowpabadboy29: do u wanna see me jerk offgemma: No, I dont want to see you jerk off.pabadboy29: whygemma: Why *would* I want to?pabadboy29: i have a nice cockgemma: So? Is that your only asset?pabadboy29: lol nopabadboy29: i like to lickpabadboy29: lolgemma: I'm so happy to hear that. So if you like to lick so much, why don't you go lick your wife?gemma: I must not be very much fun for you, huh? I know I'm certainly not giving you the answers you probably normally receivepabadboy29: maybe i like the abusegemma: Awwwwww true, true. I've run into men like that. The humiliation. It gets them off.pabadboy29: u ever dominate a mangemma: Yes, but I failed miserably.pabadboy29: whypabadboy29: try megemma: Because I'm submissive, that's why.gemma: Why would I want to dominate you? You going to pay me for it?pabadboy29: is that what u wantgemma: Well, I'm sure as the hell not going to do it just for *your* pleasure pabadboy29: whats ur pleasure
gemma: Hell, getting money would be my pleasure Especially since I don't actually enjoy dominating someone else. But if the price was right, I would pabadboy29: what do u enjoy doingemma: What do you mean? And your cam, by the way is very blurry.gemma: There it went.pabadboy29: what would turn you on and please ugemma: It doesn't matter what pleases me, now does it? I've already told you that you and I would be nothing more than just friends. And if you wanted dominated, then I could do that, if the price was right. You'd be paying *me*, so you tell *me* what you'd want me to do to youpabadboy29: make me ur bitchpabadboy29: do as u tell empabadboy29: megemma: So you're into more of the humiliation than anything? Like making fun of your small dick and stuff?pabadboy29: no more being told what to dogemma: Like licking boots, etc? You have to be more specific if you want what you want.pabadboy29: more of an exhibitonistpabadboy29: like to do as told to my selfpabadboy29: i have been know to suck toes and other body parts as instructedgemma: Ok, so have you ever done this irl?pabadboy29: irl?gemma: yeah, not onlinegemma: but in personpabadboy29: submitted to a womangemma: in real lifegemma: Yeppabadboy29: yesgemma: that's what I'm askingpabadboy29: whygemma: when and to whom?pabadboy29: differnet womanpabadboy29: gf's and mistressespabadboy29: whygemma: Because I need to know your level of experience. Don't you think that if you offered your services to someone then they need to know if you're a newbie, or if you've had any experience and if so, what kind? you dont think it'd be dangerous to just jump right up and say "hey! here I am! use me! I have no limits!" Come on, get real here. Either you're serious or not, don't waste my time.pabadboy29: i'm seriouspabadboy29: i have submited for 5 womenpabadboy29: done everything from bootlicking to getting strapon fuckedgemma: Go on, tell me about them and what they had you dopabadboy29: do u have a camgemma: Yes, I told you I have one, but I also told you I'm not going on it tonight, either. You have seen my pictures. They're all over my profile.pabadboy29: i see but like to see who is watchin megemma: I'm not watching you do shit right now. Are you going to answer my question or not?pabadboy29: whats thatpabadboy29: done everything from bootlicking to getting strapon fuckedgemma: Either you're going to have to give me more specifics than that, or this isn't going to happen. I need to know what your limits are. What you like. What you don't like. pabadboy29: put in my place used and abusedpabadboy29: no scat, piss, shit kids, perminant marks, mutliation etcgemma: *listens*pabadboy29: i will not do men eithergemma: You're in PA??pabadboy29: live there whypabadboy29: in baltimore right nowpabadboy29: whygemma: pfffffffffffffffffftgemma: How am I supposed to dominate you when you're way out there?!?pabadboy29: cam or on phonepabadboy29: where are ugemma: How are you going to pay me?pabadboy29: is that really what u wantgemma: Umm yeah, you really don't think I'd do this for free, do you? Why should I? It doesn't do a damned thing for *me*.pabadboy29: really i think u'd enjoypabadboy29: cum on try mepabadboy29: where are ugemma: What makes you think I'd enjoy it? You being a little sissy boy, when it's Dominant men/women that turn me on? not sissy boys........pabadboy29: i'm a switchgemma: Hehe, no ....... you're notpabadboy29: i can make u my bitch toopabadboy29: try me ask my friendgemma: No, you couldn't. You are so not mentally strong enough to make *me* _anything_.pabadboy29: try me bitchgemma: *laughs* You think by calling me a *bitch*, makes you a big, bad dominant?pabadboy29: put on ur cam NOWgemma: Yeah, "OK Gerald"....... LOL Get real loserpabadboy29: Gerald/gemma: Yeah, it's an inside joke. You wouldn't understand it, but whenever anyone says something really really stupid, like you just did, that's what I say pabadboy29: gemma: Anyway, this conversation is over. I'm growing bored. But it will make for interesting reading for my friends. I'm sure they're going to get a good laugh over it pabadboy29: lolpabadboy29: whys thatgemma: Because I enjoy posting conversations that I find amusing. That's why pabadboy29: should i expect to get pmspabadboy29: where do u postgemma: Hehe, wouldn't you like to know pabadboy29: why ya gotta be like thatgemma: Because why did you have to be so stupid? I mean come on. Here you are, a married man, and only married for 2 years. You just think you can hop online and talk to a lady any way you damned well want to, thinking she would "get off" by watching you jack off your lame ass cock. Need I go on?
~ and then he disappeared ~

Stolen from kinkedriotfemme

This is pretty much true, too!

The Keys to Your HeartYou are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

This is so true of me

How You Are In LoveYou take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.You tend to give more than take in relationships.You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.How Are You In Love?

Stolen from another's list :)

This message is addressed to everyone who is reading this post.I want you to post (in comments) anything that you want. Anything. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything.Be sure to post honestly and anonymously, though. Post as many times as you'd like, and then put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

Ripped off from a friend :)

01. reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.03. if I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.08. put this in your journal.

Teehee

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Now please keep in mind that the "kissing" part simply means I've kissed them on the cheek. Very few have I kissed on the lips and if I have, it was a loving "peck". No deep throat tonguing involved. ;p~

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy birthday to someone very special in my life.........
I love you dearly, Will! May this year be filled with much love and happiness for you! You're a wonderful friend and I'm so very lucky to have you a part of my life!
*hugs and smooches*
~ gemma ~

1982 - The year my 2nd son was born

In 1982 (the year you were born)
Ronald Reagan is president of the USThe space shuttle Columbia completes its first operational flightActor John Belushi is found dead of a drug overdose in a West Hollywood hotelAutomobile manufacturer John Delorean is arrested and charged with possession of 59 pounds of cocaineThe first artificial heart is implanted in American Barney ClarkThe Cable News Network, or CNN, is launched750,000 people rally against nuclear weapons in New York City's Central ParkTime Magazine's Man of the Year was for the first time given to a non-human, a computerThe first computer virus, written by Rich Skrenta, escapes into the wildKirsten Dunst and Elisha Cuthbert are bornSt. Louis Cardinals win the World SeriesSan Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XVINew York Islanders win the Stanley CupE.T. the Extra-Terrestrial is the top grossing filmOzzy Osbourne bites the head off of a live bat thrown at him during a performance, later hospitalized with rabies"I Love Rock 'N Roll" by Joan Jett & The Blackhearts spends the most time at the top of the US chartsCheers, Family Ties, Silver Spoons, and Fame premiereWhat Happened the Year You Were Born?More cool things for your blog at Blogthings

1981 - When my first son was born

In 1981 (the year you were born)
Ronald Reagan becomes president of the USMinutes after Ronald Reagan becomes president, Iran releases 52 American hostages that had been held captive for 444 daysPresident Reagan is shot in the chest by would be assassin John HinkleySpace shuttle Columbia, the world's first reusable spacecraft, is sent into spaceA suspended walkway in the Kansas City Hyatt Regency Hotel collapses, killing 113A female former lover files a "palimony" suit against tennis star Billie Jean KingPresident Reagan appoints Sandra Day O'Connor to be the first woman on the Supreme CourtThe Pac-Man video game is introduced in the USAlicia Keys, Elijah Wood, Kelly Rowland, Anna Kournikova, and Britney Spears are born Los Angeles Dodgers win the World SeriesOakland Raiders win Superbowl XVNew York Islanders win the Stanley CupRaiders of the Lost Ark is the top grossing film"Bette Davis Eyes" by Kim Carnes spends the most time at the top of the US chartsMTV debuts on cable television, playing music videos 24 hours a dayGimme a Break premieresWhat Happened the Year You Were Born?More cool things for your blog at Blogthings

A sign, or no?

i woke up at 5am, having to tinkle. walked into the bathroom and when i reached the toilet area, the floor was iced cold and soaking wet, and of course, i'm barefooted. i looked up and noticed the ceiling which surrounds the light in that area is also soaking wet. Good thing i didn't try to turn on the light. No telling what might have happened. Apparently, the apt above us is suffering from some major leaking issues. Is this a sign of what sort of day i have to look forward to? Nah... i'm not gonna let it be. Today will be a wonderful day and i'll be a good roommie and post a note on the door to the bathroom for deb and barney, warning them about what lays ahead in the bathroom.but brrrrrrrrrrr what a rude awakening at 5am in the morning. i think i'm going to go back and lay down and cuddle with that cute lil puppy dawg who found her way into my sleeping quarters last night.~ gemma ~

Moods

i'm hurt, i'm lost, i'm upset, i'm pissy, i'm madder than a mother fucker and if you want to throw any *other* emotion up there, then please, by all means, be my fucking guest. But frankly, i don't give a flying fuck because these are MY fucking emotions and i'm entitled to feel however i damned well *want* to feel at any given point of time in my life. i've had a pretty fucking shitty past few days and i have found myself, once more, keeping everything bottled up inside of me. Why? because i am so fucking afraid i may hurt someone else's feelings, or that i may say the wrong thing and the person(s) might take it wrong, or i may piss someone off, etc. Everything is always about how everyone *else* feels. Well, what the fuck ever happened to how *i* feel, dammit? Why is it that i refuse to take my own feelings into consideration and express myself more openly? Why is it that i feel like i need to be this robot, who has no heart, no feelings, no emotions, no NOTHING..... other than a strong will to get over whatever it is that's ailing me..... all by myself, and not let anyone know how i'm really feeling?Well, screw all that shit. For now, i'm going to wallow in all these fucking emotions i have so wonderfully allowed to play a part of my wonderful fucking day. And the pisser of it all is....... i'm truly mad at MYSELF. Not anyone ELSE. cuz ultimately, i LET them get to me. i LET them play on my emotions. i LET them hurt my feelings. i gave them the POWER to make me feel like a total piece of shit and that all my decisions are WRONG or UNJUSTIFIED. so, i have no one other than MYSELF to blame and right now... as Richard Gere said in the movie 'Pretty Woman'... i am very ANGRY..... but the anger is pointed..... at ME... at MYSELF, not anyone else.So, tomorrow's a new day and i'll fucking get over it, like i always do and will go on with my merry little life, being that sweet girl my mother always told me i should be.i just had to get this off my chest, cuz the real problems lay deep inside of me and that's where they're going to fucking stay. Why? cuz that's how i handle things. i can't bring myself to take the chance of making someone else feel badly. It's just not *me*.*laughs* Yes, color me insane today, cuz that's how i'm feeling. A straight jacket would be a warming and most welcomed gift should you dare to bring one over. i'd find more comfort in *it* right now, than i would in anything else. ok, maybe a cage :)No worries, though. i'm fine, truly i am. i just needed to VENT.~ gemma ~P.S.. on top of everything else, my sister just contacted me to let me know a friend of mine committed suicide and her funeral is today. Well, now doesn't *that* just go to show you that things can be much worse, and i should be thankful and count my blessings? Reminders...... we need them.... each and every day.